Monday, August 3, 2009
Serious Life Decisions
i want to destroy the context of life
this will be a 'bigger' 'life decision', i feel, than 'going vegan' or 'being anticapitalist' or something
things will explode
[something], i feel, will explode because of this...
why do the majority of people percieve anything that isn't 'overtly excited' as sad
i feel that 'from here on out' i will not let personas be imposed on me
i see the use of words like "damn" and "okay" 'skyrocketing' in my vocabulary use, and people perceiving this as an inadequate response or something, 'resulting in' their opinion of me falling noticably
mostly, it seems hard to truly process statements in conversations 'quickly enough' to respond with words that are okay
seems like i am either too quiet or too talkative, depending on the circumstances
once context is not a part of my life i will 'be free' and approach each instance as only that instance, and i will not know how to act and i will not know how to talk and i will not know how to think and it will be okay because i will have forgotten what everything means or is, which is nothing and everything...
sam pink wants to get eaten by a tiger and that is exactly what he will get
i think it would be kind of sweet to get eaten by a tiger
goodbye
this will be a 'bigger' 'life decision', i feel, than 'going vegan' or 'being anticapitalist' or something
things will explode
[something], i feel, will explode because of this...
why do the majority of people percieve anything that isn't 'overtly excited' as sad
i feel that 'from here on out' i will not let personas be imposed on me
i see the use of words like "damn" and "okay" 'skyrocketing' in my vocabulary use, and people perceiving this as an inadequate response or something, 'resulting in' their opinion of me falling noticably
mostly, it seems hard to truly process statements in conversations 'quickly enough' to respond with words that are okay
seems like i am either too quiet or too talkative, depending on the circumstances
once context is not a part of my life i will 'be free' and approach each instance as only that instance, and i will not know how to act and i will not know how to talk and i will not know how to think and it will be okay because i will have forgotten what everything means or is, which is nothing and everything...
sam pink wants to get eaten by a tiger and that is exactly what he will get
i think it would be kind of sweet to get eaten by a tiger
goodbye
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hello jordan-
ReplyDeletei don't think i know you. i see you are from solon. my father used to work there.
where do you usually hang out when you come to kent? i could keep my eye out for you.
being eaten by a tiger would be excruciatingly painful. probably not my first-choice method of death. i think.